Screwed up

I screwed things up very badly today.  I was worried about a friend being depressed and so I asked this friend's old teacher to talk to them on facebook, and that was the worst idea EVER!!  I've screwed up many times but this friend is telling me to focus on my school and I feel so bad.  I just wish I had left it alone, because it would have been better to just leave it alone.  I can't leave things like that alone sometimes and I need to start learning how to do that.  I plan to just focus on school, I had to hot glue gun my flip-flop twice today and so far, it's holding up but, it will make me sad if it doesn't hold because, I LOVE my flip-flops.  I would seriously wear them every day, except in snow.  This week is homecoming week and the guy I wanted to go with decided he didn't want to go today, so I'm going to stay at home and just relax I guess.  I mean I do have to work in the morning so, I will need the rest but, still it sucks a lot.  I really wanted to go with this guy, cause he makes me laugh and smile.  We are just friends and we don't care when people at our school think that we are dating but, we aren't.  I'm waiting for someone and he likes another girl.  I wish that I was still going but, if I was going to go I would not want to go with anyone but this guy.  No, I don't have a crush on him but, he is the only person that I would want to hang out with during that night.  Everyone keeps saying that we should be a couple but, we both disagree.  I only see us as friends.  I don't want to be with anyone else either because, I'm still in  love with my ex and I wish we weren't exes.  However, if we are going to be exes then I would rather it we were friends more than something else.  Well, I'm about to go to  3D art ( I LOVE that class), and I better go.  Have a lovely day my followers!  Hugs and kisses :)