School, work, worry

That seems to be a pattern in my life recently.  I go to school, do my work, keep my head down, go to work, do my job and more, and then go home and worry.  There are many things I worry about but, mostly its just worrying about my own life and how I'm going to get out of my life what I want.  Not so much what I want but so much as what I deserve.  I know that I can do it, I just worry about who is going to be by my side when I do accomplish what I want in my life.  I want only good people by my side but, i'm sometimes(ok most of the time) a horrible judge of character.  I'm trying very had though to make sure I weed out the bad people and make sure only good people work for me and are in my life so, I can be filled with postive things and not negative.  It's hard most times however, espically if your parents are the many side of the negative part of our life.  I'm ready for this day to be amazing.